Esok adalah hari Jumaat...My boss informed me that she'll be on leave starting from tomorrow n for the next 2 weeks..because of her 20mth toddler will b admitted to Hospital Putrajaya for hydrocyst minor surgical..n yet he'll be admitted to the same paeds ward which i used to stay with my 2nd Angel Soufiyah..n probably he will staying at the same room..since we had stayed almost in all rooms in the ward within a month (diorg suke tukar2kan bilik or katil depends on baby condition).
Adalah xpatut aku xpg melawat anak dia..tapiii...dgr je dia sebut hosp tu..wad tu..jantung ni dh start berdegup2..kepala pun start berdenyut2..automatically aku ternmpk imej wad tu,kaler dia,katun2 kt wall,bilik tv tu,kaunter doktor n nurse tmpt aku bertenggek ms tunggu doc2 amik darah,cucuk2 Soufiyah..bilik pantry,bilik utility..setiap inci wad tu ada kenangan aku dgn soufiyah..mcmana tiap2 mlm pkul 3,4 pagi ktorg ber2 je yg stay up round2 tawaf keliling wad tu sbb dia xnak tdo..sampai semua staff dh familiar ngan dia yg suka berjaga mlm..pintu bilik procedure yg klu tgk je dia dh menjerit2 sbb tau nk dpt sakit kt dlm tu..katil terakhir Soufiyah duduk yg tiba2 jd kelam kabut,penuh dgn semua staff wad yg duty ms dia tgh bertarung dgn hayat pd Jumaat tu..mcmana..mcmana aku nk jejak kaki lg ke situ..dgn semua ingatan, kenangan kami bersama..memikirkan je dh ckup buat hati ni berdarah2,dihiris2 pedih..xtau la mcmana klu berada di situ nnt..
Wallahualam...
Nur Zahra Soufiyah..26 June 2011 @ 10.49pm. 25 days before her last day.i miz u badly..(losing her weight because of some cardiac medication..hate it frusemide n spironolacton!)
